Channel: Ryan Smith

Category: Entertainment

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Description: Heyy again! Long time no see. In this video, I read a short story of how I am an overthinker and dreamer. Leave a thumbs-up if you enjoyed, comment your thoughts and share this with a friend. **Make sure to SUBSCRIBE & turn on my post notifications so you don't miss an upload!** Previous Video: youtu.be/OqqweIQWZvs Inquiries: ryansmithmgmt@gmail.com ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ CHECK OUT MY SOCIAL MEDIA: • Instagram - @ryansmithrs instagram.com/ryansmithrs • Live.ly - @ryansmithrs musical.ly/h5/share/usr/5629208.html • Twitter - @ryansmithrs_ twitter.com/ryansmithrs_ • Snapchat - @ryansmithaha snapchat.com/add/ryansmithaha ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ SCRIPT: “(Over)thinking” Hi. My name is Ryan Smith. I'm a 16 year old kid from New Jersey, and my issue is i think way too much. Thinking. I think about everything there is to think about. Impressing girls I want to get close to, schoolwork I'm procrastinating doing with the deadlines quickly approaching, foods I wish I can be eating right now, etc etc etc. I also think about things I bet never cross the mind of others throughout their entire lives. Mostly, I think about life. I think about how I should be living it. I think about doing everything in life perfectly. I think I can be perfect even though it is currently impossible. I do believe the saying, “Everybody makes mistakes”, but that doesn't keep me from constantly wondering about how I can avoid making them. I live inside my mind. I attempt to do it all right. Instead of doing this, I should be speaking my mind, living with impulse and gut feeling more often and learning from whatever I say or do wrong along the way. I'm not afraid of failure. I have taken risks before that were illogical and I bet I will many more times. But I feel like I spend too much time relying on my intelligence I've been gifted. I persistently try to solve problems, and usually I can find a way if the solution is important enough. This mindset can be either wonderful and lead to success or terrifying and lead to depression, because there is one major issue my brain accidentally finds itself battling no matter what. The issue of not knowing the meaning of life. This issue has had no true, 100% solution for the hundreds of thousands of years humans have existed. No one has definitely discovered it. So i'm not sure why I, some kid, try and try and try over and over and over again to understand this to no avail each time. Maybe my mind has a notion thinking anything is possible, and maybe that's not a notion. But what I fail to realize is that I am simply one human, one mind, all alone, and that our species is far from uncovering life's toughest question. I mean, we haven't even ended hunger, slavery, or eradicated curable diseases around the world yet and I am supposed to figure literally everything out at once? I don't know. I think humans have, are, and will continue to create spectacular inventions, conquer evil, and slowly begin to love each other. I believe the impossible. I see a bright future. Within the depths of my soul, I silently contemplate this and many other ideas, and although this can be considered a curse to have to live with, I would rather be able to observe the world with this potential than to only see it to a lesser extent. I hope I am not alone in my thoughts. I am a believer. I am a dreamer. I am a wonderer. I am a ponderer. I am a wanderer. I am a thinker. And sometimes, I am an over-thinker. I need others to remind me & me to remind myself that I have to do more than think thoughts, I have to put them out there to reach more minds than my own. I have to break away from my doubtful conscience, take chances & then learn from them. I have to strive to spread the word so maybe, just maybe, these crazy goals for the human species can morph from dreams of one 16 year old to closer to a reality. I have to make sure my dreams do not remain as nothing more than dreams. I have to live my life. I will live my life. I will. - Ryan Smith, August 2017 ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ Music: (Intro) • Daav One - Whim [Concordia Recordings] youtu.be/LC4o4--to6o (Outro) • Jo Cohen & BQ - Glowing At Night [NCS Release] youtu.be/bwrCCc6hWKo Thank you for watching, and depending on when/where you're reading this from, good morning, good afternoon, or good night! :D